when i first posted this, this was a fantasy, a dream of what i wished he would be…now after some tears and hard work, this is my reality. so happy.

shipwreckd:

his pledge to her.

i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar.  i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle, i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random txts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you. i will love you. i will love you.

I saw the headlights fade to put it bluntly.
I’d say it scared the shit up outta me.
And just because I found the words to talk about it.
Doesnt take the glass out of my knee.
Dont pray for me.

..this describes thus far one of the worst experiences of my life.

well..ill tell you this much i pray to GOD this time around you want to make this work as much as i do because if you fuck with me again the way you did last time..it will break me.